Loving Someone

How long will I want secret about my love to you
If possible, I want to say in front of you but embarrassed feeling is comes and my mouth be dumb, cannot say that I'm very love you  : '(    I know you don't like me because In front your eye I'm not pretty like what you think in your mind but that's not a reason why you don't love me ,right? I want you see from of my integrity Not in terms of appearance :)